I have become corporealized - trapped and weighed down by my own body, heavy and sinking. I want lightness, I want fluidity.  
[Major Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder.]

"Sometimes one fingers annihilation / before breaking into bliss." -Arthur Sze

I do not promote eating disorders or self-damaging behaviors. Eating disorders are not lifestyle choices, they are mental disorders that when left untreated, can cause serious health problems, and at their most severe can be life-threatening.